Friday, March 14, 2025

On the Riverbank

 

How many stories have begun with some variation on the same thought? To think that the world is changing is the most unoriginal realization. It has always been changing, that was one of the first truths the seeker learned. If they learned it early enough, they would be able to develop a healthy appreciation for that inconstancy.

So much arose and fell from day to day, that it did no good to worry about the minutia of each situation. Events, even drastic ones, could not touch the underlying reality of the world. There was a solidity there that survived all the chaos of surface life. It gave it a supportive platform for chemical reactions and the resulting whims of consciousness. Indeed, intention was born from a strong foundation, but could never affect that foundation. Whenever it tried it would be pushed back and humbled by those laws greater than its comprehension.

Therefore storytellers throughout time have begun with a similar premise: the world faces a time of upheaval, and not just in those surface patterns, but in the underlying fabric itself. Such stories insist the listener examine their own confidence in that cosmic structure. The stories call out to the spirit inside them that yearns to see beyond, and to embrace a newfound humility from the sight.

The difficult thing about studying reality, the sage realized, was that it truly did contain multiple dimensions beyond those of which his brain was capable of conceptualizing. There were so many facets to consider, so many vectors and energies and desirous influences. Each time it seemed like one held a full mental concept of how reality worked, there was a whole other side of things suddenly found to be overlooked. It was like examining at a crystal with an infinite number of sides. One could know about the relations between the sides: how they were shaped and fit together. One could even get a general sense of the shape of the crystal, but without details. No matter how many times you turned it over in your mind, examining each of the sides and points, there would always be at least one side which you had never even seen.

What keeps me engaged is the undeniable, incredible beauty of the crystal in question. I have never tired of its examination, and I know that whatever breadth in my experience of it has only increased my understanding. Each facet is yet a part of the same crystal. Knowledge of one part may seem wildly different from knowledge of another, but they both refer back to the same whole reality. Sometimes accepting both points of view creates a paradox, or temporarily increases confusion. I've learned to embrace those uncertain moments though- usually the conflict dissolves through elucidation of the underlying structure.

Now I have gone to the Pellier Mounts, and met with the sages there. I have studied their maps and charts; gleaned all I can from their towers of high knowledge. I have spoken with street sages and forest hermits along the ways. I have even conferred with Premirs and other regional stewards like myself. From all these disparate sources there has been some agreement: a change is occurring in the world. The way in which energy moves throughout the land is altering. It has always formed certain small cycles, overlapping each other to build the constant state of what we call reality. The forces that keep us alive and allow the world to grow in its various ways are cyclical patterns of energy. These cycles resonate with each other to form a structure of tension and release that exists across multiple dimensions. That these cycles are tightly packed and overlapping yet apply interdimensionally is the reason for the smooth constancy of our existence. Now it seems there is a new rhythm being generated; a new pattern of cycles. This new rhythm is shifting the harmony of the cyclical patterns, and making them align into larger energetic groups. The cycles are now trending toward larger energies as they consolidate. It seems that if left unchecked, the effect of this new resonance will be catastrophic but ultimately quite harmonious.

Most of the scholars seem to care less about trying to halt this change than about preparing for its effects. They know what I do as well: that once an energetic rhythm like this is begun, it begins to perpetuate itself. It would take now an insurmountable amount of power to reverse this change, which only speaks to how great a power must have created it in the first place. Who or what is responsible for this new resonance? We affect our own external situations through a simple focusing of our energy, and come to believe that we are the prime movers of the world. This new effect seems to be coming from the universe itself though, no single being or organization could cause the effects I've seen in my research.

If it is a shift coming from that mysterious foundation beneath all of life, then how will we adapt? Will we even know what is coming until it does? When we till a field for crops we know exactly the impact and timing of our actions, but does the field know when it is about to be tilled? Perhaps we have been too complacent about our relationship with the greater world. Maybe we have assumed for too long that there is a constancy beneath our daily life. If there is consciousness at all behind this change, then its intent may be to teach us a lesson.


The sage looked out across a broad river that still showed no signs of any change to its natural patterns. Its clear water riffled over rocky shallows and cool brown depths just as it always had. From down there anyone looking up at the bank might never know he was there. His cloak was a rich and light-filled green, though a sharp-eyed person might notice that it was not quite the right color green for the leaves around him. Lucan's colors were more suited to the fields and dappled groves of his sanctuary. He let the thought of that place enter his mind more fully, softly wondering what it wanted. The face of the sanctuary's house-sage swam by awareness. Yes, Lucan mused, Davai has probably thought of all this as well by now.

Friday, March 7, 2025

Clarity

 

The Commandant did keep a meditation practice. It was no full-on devotion, just a positive habit; a tool she could turn to for organizing her life. It did not require much, simply a quiet space preserved at regular times for emptying her presence. It was not that she was able to think more clearly during meditation, as the process involved removing attachment to thoughts. Rather, it seemed she was able to gain a sort of clarity throughout her entire being from this practice. That included her mind, and with the sense of clarity came lines of thought that were naturally better-ordered and more productive for her goals. It was a great way to monitor the beneficial growth of her internal systems. Governments existed at all levels.

Today Riannath had left the base, pursuing a spot for a deeper meditation than usual. She needed to get away from the familiar rooms and lawns, to get some distance from the worries that blanketed those spaces. The neighboring forest township had good relations with the Fort, and it was not uncommon to see enlisted men or women there enjoying a country outing. Riannath herself brought little in the way of picnic supplies, but went enrobed by her personal security detail. The measure was unnecessary in the woodland town, yet it kept up a certain sense of formality about her movements. The Commandant did not want too much attention drawn to her, but also had no desire to hide her activity. She led a small crew, captained by a reliable and amiable man named Geordi, to the outlook on a little marshy lake. Just a little ways back up the slope lay the village center, and one could get a good sense for the township from here. Metropolis built right up to the forest, nearly on all sides, but it still felt peaceful. The wind in the high tops of the trees just barely overpowered background hums from society. The lake itself really was a glorified marsh, dammed up in some ancient time and now settled back into a semi-natural state. Crumbled remnants of the barrier stood on the other side, giving view to a larger, deeper pool beyond. Back then the water level must have been higher, Riannath thought. It would have come right up to this spot. This outlook and shore road could have been a fishing port in those days. Now a low shelter stood dry on this side of the road, taking in the view across the water. Riannath set the guard at a distance, and settled into her practice. The lake was a calm sight, extending back in swampy bays to either side, filling her vision before she closed her eyes.

The rumors meant nothing, each taken individually. It was only through her piecing together of all the information that led to this concern. There was a pattern: similar incidents and phenomena occurring in rural places with practically no communication between them. Each rumor or story told of some mysterious happening with an effect on the natural world. It would seem, these stories hinted, that there could be a sort of breakdown of the natural order occurring. It was not electrical, social, or otherwise systemic; it was something that involved the underlying world, and that was not something she was prepared to handle. She supposed those men in the tavern felt a similar helplessness. It was just that they did not feel the same responsibility to be concerned for that world.

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After a little while of letting the thoughts pass and re-centering her own energy, Riannath felt more stable. She opened her eyes after the last parts of the practice and decided to just sit there a while to take in the peaceful moment and surroundings. She felt the balance of her own energy sitting in that of the external world's and the subtle dissolution of that separating line. The whole of life felt more hopeful when you took time to be in that balance.

The moment was interrupted however, by the gentle presence of Geordi at her side.

“A visitor for you ma'am. The Kun Ambassador”

Riannath's slight annoyance turned rapidly to curiosity. What was Andrus doing out here? Andrus Elgheny was the fort's official connection to the Empire's Federal District. He oversaw communication and services between the Imperial leadership and the regional military offices. A humorless man, Riannath felt him often tiresome to deal with, but was required to report to him nonetheless. She commended his attention to detail, but he seemed to suck the energy out of any room he was in. Much of what he did seemed unnecessary bureaucracy, and Riannath often thought the base would run better without his brand of management. Of one thing she could be glad: they were meeting outside this time, and the untamed nature would provide a nice contrast to Elgheny's person.

The Ambassador approached the outlook shelter with as pleasant a look as his face could muster. He was dressed in black, but not the sleek armor of her guards. He wore protection of course, but only over vital areas and hidden beneath a stately onyx surcoat.

“I hope I did not disturb your meditation?” he said, pausing as she stood.

“No,” the Commandant replied “I had finished. Though it's always nice to just take in the scenery; get away from it all.” With the last words she made a soft gesture in the direction of the fort.

“Anyway, what brings you tracking me down all the way out here? Is it something back at the base?”

“Oh no, situation normal as usual there.” Andrus was quick to reassure, “And it was no trouble at all when I heard you were out at the township, I do like coming out here too. Fortunate as well- this was a moment best taken off of base anyway,” he said, casually scanning the surrounding trees, “fewer potential listening ears out here.”

Riannath turned to look at him more directly.

“What do you mean Andrus? What's going on?”

The Ambassador stepped closer to her. “Commandant,” he said, taking a conspiratorial tone. “I've heard you're in the business lately of collecting rumors from the local cities. Taking an interest in the culture of the common folk?” Riannath said nothing, trying to guess the motivation behind those dark eyes.

“Well, there's no harm in listening to some stories for fun.” he continued. “But, just some advice, any...investigation or inquiry you have, make sure to send them my way. This kind of stuff, dealing with the minor concerns of the populace, it's, well, beneath your station. We need our Commandant focused on more important matters.” He said this last bit with a smile that barely touched his face. When all she did was nod slightly he went on. “Listen to all the townsfolk tales you want, but I'm just here to tell you some things simply aren't worth your time.” He gave her a hard look that tried but mostly failed to be friendly as well. He then wished her a good day, apologized again for intruding, and walked back past the guard to his vehicle. Riannath watched him leave in silence, listening to the wind in the trees. Afterwards, as her own vehicle passed through the tall pines of the township woods, plans began to form in a head freshly cleared of doubts.